I want someone to tell me what's wrong and how to fix it.
I want them to step me through it.
I feel so alone. I have hope to figure it out, of what might fix it, but still so lost.
And what if it doesn't work?
How long can I continue on like this?
What could my future become?
I don't even know what's right to do in my physical state--what's going on physically, what will cause more damage.
And I must find out how to fix it...before it's too late.
My father passed away.
4 years ago